I'm not a person that opens up easily. It's not that I don't want to, but everytime when I rehearse whatever I want to say, it just strikes me as trivial. I don't want to waste other people's time. So I would try and get over it myself. I would tell myself that it's okay to wallow in self pity for a while, 'cause I can come back from it. But I find it harder and harder to find that light of the end of the tunnel. I feel like my drowning and no one can hear my screams.
What if I can't come back?