Last Exit to Nowhere

The end is extremely fucking nigh.

Remove the Head, Destroy the Brain
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When you drop a glass or a plate to the ground, it makes a loud crashing sound. When a window shatters, a table leg breaks, or when a picture falls off the wall, its makes a noise. But as for your heart, when that breaks, it’s completely silent. You would think as it’s so important it would make the loudest noise in the whole world, or even have some sort of ceremonious sound like the gong of the cymbal, or the ringing of the bell. But it’s silent and you almost wish there’s a noise to distract you from the pain. If there’s a noise, it’s internal. It screams and no one can hear it but you. It screams so loud your ears ring and your head aches. It thrashes around in your chest like a great white shark caught in the sea; it roars like a mother bear whose cub has been taken. That’s what it looks like and that’s how it sounds like, a thrashing, panicking, trapped great big beast, roaring like a prisoner to its own emotions.
(Pg 323 chapter 38 If You Could See Me Now)